This is thought.

If I could sing I would sing my troubles away, but the thing is, I can't, so I write because I got to let people know where God has brought me from, whichever way I do it.

Why me? Everyday I ask God why me, then I remember these words: “should Christ carry the cross and the whole world go free” so I STOP wallowing in self pity/ questioning God.

Doubting myself, knowing that the sky is the limit. Even though sometimes I go to my bed by just putting some sugar in my mouth to have some energy so that nervousness don't kill me in my sleep the way how hungry I am, or drink some water. I still give God thanks because what I've been through is the least of what God has been through and I always tell myself that I want to be more and more like him each day.

I'm in prison right now and trust me, it's not a bed of roses, I have to pinch myself one an two time to see if it's really real, but I've come to the realization that its just life and everything that happen it's because of SIN. The bible said we were all born in sin and shaped in iniquity and until we make that change in our life things are not going to be better because what people don't understand: change don't come by chance–it's a choice you have to make to get that change. So don't sit there in self pity waiting for that chance and telling yourself you don't have any luck when you don't get it. My friend it's up to you, are you willing to make that change?

I would advise you to.

From: Anonymous, at Ft. Augusta